Some believe life lessons are given to us so that we can learn from errors in a past existence. If this is the case I’m hoping I can put it right this time round, if re-incarnation does exist I’d like a smoother ride in the next life!
I’ve drawn so many lines in the sand in an attempt to banish old damage, just to see all good intention erased by the slightest breeze. New lessons bringing their own confusion and a succession of ‘fresh starts’, every minute a chance to begin all over again. It’s emotionally draining ..
Lately I’ve taken time to sit quietly looking off in to the distance and to a simpler life. I may sit here for a while longer yet, eyes and ears turned away from the chaos playing behind me. I don’t know what the next move is but there’s no more drawing lines in shifting sands, no more ‘fresh starts’ and re-inventions. Enough already.
I’m not hopeful of re-incarnation, or that I’ll ‘get my reward in Heaven’ – I’m not sure I’ll be heading in that direction! I can only hope that the next time a lesson blows in on the breeze I have my feet firmly rooted on the ground and my kite ready ..